[ drugs ]

By: moridori

failing to tell you

i was told to ask you
they play me a fool
take my place on the mantel
its the fire you fuel
you lie down in the tall grass
the air is cold
you stare at the moon, call her beautiful
then look beside you

i don't want to hurt you
you'll break me
you hate me
you love to

i don't want to hurt you
you'll make me
you take me
you love to

i don't want to i don't want to hurt you
but i wont
take your
drugs

(break)

if i could write beautifully, sing you an enchanting melody
give you a reason to put faith in me, something I truly mean:
would it touch your face? braid your hair?
kiss your lips? fuck your eyes?
feel your love? take your drugs?
ah but I'm a deer, my words shatter
whatever I say, wont even matter
so i rend your heart, my mind breaking
(how much have you taken)

I need you to be loved
and choose it effortlessly
oh promise to hold me close
and ill tell you about the citadel
where our bodies lie, (invisibly)
but ill mess it up
ill break your heart
i don't deserve your beautiful life

i don't deserve you

go
just go
coward coward coward coward