[ Dial Tone ]

By: Morisuki

a feeling leaving another one staying 
i can't focus, try to focus on eachother
i think of the centipedes that come out at night, ascend, creeking stairs leading to a haven... somewhere.
i fight to stay, it poisons my ambitions
its not that, can you see, i self destruct
these futures and passions i burn to spend one more day
one more day trying to make you happy
one more day where I make a difference
one more day spent convincing
one more day that doesn't come

i hope to change, like every other
by forcing deeper through myself
but i fight back
i bite my cheek and pull my hair
punch a wall, punch another
screaming now, im never in control

break

into a million words, sign my name
Im afraid one day
one day i wont recover
im scared, so scared
will you bear the pain i couldn't
its cold there, so distant
would you cry for me?